A new frontier

I never dreamed of being a blogger...never thought I'd have much to say but I've realized over the past few weeks that a lot of thoughts go through my head that I think need to be released at times.

If you read my blog for long, you will quickly realize that I can not spell and have no clue about grammar, so I apologize now.

This week is the last week of my student life. I was thinking the other day how totally different my thinking and life is going to be. Since I can remember, I've been in school. I have spent a consecutive 16 years of my life in school. Constantly thinking of things I should be doing instead of what I am doing and just letting my whole world be consumed by my school schedule and in a matter of a week it will be gone forever. Yes forever. The only schooling that I will consider after this is culinary school and I'm not sure if God is on that boat yet.

Speaking of which, I have been panicking lately about my lack of job offer. I have come so incredibly close but it seems that God has different plans. I guess I just feel like, when you finish college the sign of success is a job offer. Well for some reason God is delaying this and it is taking every bit of strength and sanity I have to trust Him and constantly remind myself of that popular verse in Jeremiah.

Speaking of culinary school, the only reason why I have decided against it for now is the fact that I do not plan on opening a restaurant or even working in one. I would only want to do it because I am so interested in learning more about cooking and the techniques. And did I mention that it would be free? Ya its killing me...

Just to let you know, I get free tuition yes completely free tuition as long as I go to a public school in Texas. (Thank you taxpayers =) Since I have been at A&M I have gotten free books, free meal plans, free rent and free tuition. This is just one of the things God has blessed me with because of my eyesight. He shows me new blessings all the time.

So just keep praying for me with the whole job issue and my patience issues. If you don't know already I love to be planned and if anything gets in the way of my plans, I tend to be demanding....I know some of my friends and family are laughing now... So ya God has changed my plans and its really hard to demand God to do anything...You do not get very far so I need prayer.

I hope I keep this blog thing up. I always have so many random ideas and inspirations and this will be a great way to vent them without getting strange looks from my husband. Stay tuned you never know what this crazy blind mind will come up with...